I just want to sit somewhere and talk to you. A lot has been cleared up & I know that what I used to want, won’t happen. And that’s completely fine, but it still hasn’t changed one bit that I want to help you not feel awful anymore. You don’t deserve that. I just don’t really know.
I seriously just want to one day wake up in the middle of the night. Go and grab my suitcase, get in a cab, drive to the airport, and catch a plane to some place I’ve never been before. I want to leave my life behind me and start over new. New faces, new places, new adventures. I want to discover and be found. I want to follow my dreams. Then I want them to miss me. But I want to become successful first. That way when I finally come home. They’ll appreciate me. I want to runaway.